supportyourbrother: new plan:remember every little right done -
and its this constant cycle of getting hurt than getting happy but it feels like the getting hurt part hasnt happened in so long. like, i feel genuinely and permanently happy right now. one minute ill be planning his demise and then something will happen, like justin, and it makes me really think….
bitter, sour, pucker, tangy, zesty, sweet, salty, crazy, hot, freezing, rough, smooth, feel good.
Its all these things, but its so much more. To escape, to hide inside of a small chilly bottle sealed by a cap, only to have liquid cleanse your wounds of bleeding and pain, horror and fright. To numb you from the windy shards that peirce your heart, to protect you from the daily cuts and bruises we aquire. Like a cape of liquid it shrowds you tightly, warmly, embrassing all of your qualities good and bad, right and wrong, only for the better. No judgement, no expectaions to live up to, just acceptance and love in return. To hide inside a bottle is like living a dream, days and month go by, you know only one thing, blurs of days mix, seeming almost unreal. It is unreal, you foudn home. As your lips touch the frozen bit glass, the whiff of the liquior enters your nose, chilling your spine, locking your muscles, your brain halts all thought, and now forces your body to grab the freezing bottle, but there is not pain, just warmth from the cool liquid providing energy and life to those unliving lips, skin, receptors.
To drown in alcohol, the only time id wana drown. I couldnt live on fire, but i can live in here. I love my bottle.
If your girlfriend spends more time thinking bout your flaws then she does thinking about u….u shouldn’t be together.
If u put all your effort into ending something that she holds against u forever…..
If u secretly plan on making her day, and she doesn’t even show up.
If when you ask for a kiss she pretty much says fuck u.
How she accuses you of controlling her, but somehow more of your time goes into her than it does me.
If she walks out on u during a fight.
If she doesn’t say I love you back, in the worst times
If she says over and over again “I just can’t do this…..”
If you love your girlfriend more than life, but she hates your guts….u shudnt be together.
Never wanted to end it till now. I don’t know if she even likes me……I can’t even tell. Maybe we shudnt be together in that case. Maybe she just thinks I’m just someone, not the one. Maybe we shouldn’t be together.
I wish she knew what I knew….we were meant to be together
I am always trying to fill in your gaps…all the wide open spaces left behind by people you had loved before (and maybe still love). — (via warmesttotheheart)
I will remember the kisses, our lips raw with love,
and how you gave me everything you had
and how I offered you what was left of me. — Charles Bukowski (via terramantra)
(Source: larmoyante, via narcoticsandexpectations)
Add salt and grated parmesan cheese to liking….